Come and get me

because music saves my life.

Good old Alanis:

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Now the next song is just amazing. I love how Nick Cave can deliver these lines without making it sound like a Hallmark card that´s been rejected for being too sappy. It´s also nice to be touched by lyrics that don´t apply to my own life, haven´t had much of that lately.

I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms

Which hot LJ communities would you recommend to me?

I´m half tempted to write a story to go along with this image. Think of it as a follow-up ;). Any inspiration :p?

I´m so fucking hot right now. There´s hardly any blood flowing to my head. I just wanna cum so badly and I have less than an hour before my girlfriend comes home. Tic tac, race against the clock to make this the best orgasm I´ve had in months.

Long time no read, eh?

It´s almost 1 am and I´m up working on an essay. Don´t get me wrong, I find William Blake fascinating, I just wished I hadn´t waited till now to work on this shit.

Life screwed me over today.
I have the feeling that I can´t do anything right. Apparently, I´m not the only one. My girlfriend flat out told me that I´m completely useless, in every way imaginable. We were having a fight, but it´s still a pretty rough thing to hear.

Anyone who wants to cheer me up, can reach me on MSN at sorry, too late!
I´ll try to keep whining drama to a minimum ;). Thoughts on Blake are welcome as well (A), but that seems unlikely.
The first one to make me smile, receives freshly baked e-brownies.

Ah damn, I´m feeling just way too lonely right now. Anyone want to talk (& cheer me up :p)?

Taking a shower is a daily adventure for me. And for my poor little breasts. Fortunately, they don´t mind a bit of rough treatment.



x-posted in ljupskirt

Dear reader,

Happy Holidays of choice! Happy New Year! Please, do gain at least 10 pounds over the next days.

Love,
Cat

I think I´m losing it. There´s a part of me that wants to pack a bag and hop on the first plane or international train that I see. Or hitch a ride in the first car that stops for me, wherever the driver takes me.

Then there´s that other side of me, that just sits here, curled up, with my knees under my chin. I don´t even want to typ anymore, just wait till everything is over.

Escapism, either way.

Thank you trynn_make_me...

Post 10 random things about yourself and then tag 6 friends, no tag backs

1. I´m obsessed with correct spelling and grammar, as most people claim to be these days. Don´t worry, I only point out mistakes in Dutch spelling.

2. This is my ´hidden´ LJ, but there is at least one name on the friends list that I recognise from my other LJ. We are both members of a certain community, so they´re not actually on my other friends list. It more or less limits me here, though.

3. My index finger is longer than my ring finger and almost as long as my middle finger.

4. I´m secretly in love with someone else. Ok, technically I´m not cheating and it´s more of crush than a secret love, but it still feels uncomfortable. Sadly (luckily?), it isn´t mutual.

5. I lost my virginity at 11.

6. Along that line, at 23, I´ve had 100+ sexpartners vs 1 relationship (current). she doesn´t know about the 100+. The number I gave her was ´50-70´ and she was already speechless.

7. Overspending is my second nature. I honestly can´t handle money.

8. I´m the worst student in history. The ultimate slacker.

9. I have some minor OCD tendencies when it comes to food. For instance, I never eat any of the white skin that surrounds slices of citrus fruits. Eating an orange takes me an hour.

10. I have no close friends and prefer to keep it that way for now.


tagged (fairly random): biker_mouse, corwinnx, drdougfir, mrpink1968, daruba and riskybusinessut

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I think I want to be fucked to death. Literally.
Two birds with one stone, that idea. Maybe some breath play gone a little to far

Ghe, I´d love to see the look on the face of the person who finds my cum-covered, blueish body. Just hoping they won´t fill in my mom. She doesn´t need to know all the details.

Damn, it´s that pesky last name that´s doing me in. Well, at least I´m unique :)

"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest Gaines

We would like to know who really believes in gay rights on LiveJournal. There is no bribe of a miracle or anything like that. If you truly believe in gay rights, then repost this and title the post as "Gay Rights". If you don't believe in gay rights, then just ignore this. Thanks.

I am abso-fucking-lutely starving for some good sex right now. Now, goddammit! The kind tbat leaves you breathless...
*pictures it*
*licks lips*
This isn´t healthy anymore. Hang on, why is my hand sneaking into my panties?

Btw, new pic on ljupskirts.

It started with a feeling
A special kind of feeling
We've lost somehow
Idle thoughts are reeling
I'm longing for your touch
But you don't understand
That it means so much

You leave it up to me
To sleep somehow
The anger that I feel
Must leave somehow

I hear you breathe... I'm waiting
For the morning light
I miss you... although I'm lying
Right by your side

You leave it up to me.....
I don't know why... our time went by
There's nothing left to feel
Except this boring kind of anger
That's wasting me

You leave it up to me.......
A fading night... I feel the light
(Of) A day that dawns in grey
Overgrowing all my hoplessness... but shadows will
stay...

You leave it up to me.......


Wolfsheim - Sleep Somehow

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